Far yet so near, I see the flight of the bird…
I see myself, I see my freedom!
Beneath the glistening eyes, I see the curve of the lips…
I see myself, I see my happiness!
Across the busy road, I see the skip of the child…
I see myself, I see my innocence!
Glancing through the crowd, I see the hug of the couple…
I see myself, I see my desire!
Around the corner, I see the longing of an extended hand…
I see myself, I see my solitude!
Beyond my ears, I see the unspoken word of the hurt…
I see myself, I see my sadness!
Under the cloud of showered brightness of silver lining...
I see myself, I see life's truth!
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Sunday, March 7, 2010
How can I say???
Reading thru her words, how could I explain in what grave pain I was, than wat she had felt for the lost brother, disappointed father and the heart that pines for that one friend.
How could I explain that I knew jus exactly how she felt and how she would have expected a word from a friend and how I knew that talkin to her was the best thing that I could have done for her at the right moment?
Everything known and felt, how lame a reason can I give that I dint do anything I said?
Should I say that I was celebrating a niece's Birthday, sumptuously enjoing the truffle cake?
Should I say that I was deepy exoticized by that 'Sunday mornin' sleep?
Should I say that I was beautifying myself as someone cut my once long locks?
Should I say that I had no time for her amongst all this?
Don't I have time for the friend I've always considered special? Then why..... ?
Can I ask her to open and see my heart?
Would it show her what I felt?
Showin no pity, no signs of disturbance, in recent times, over a random person's death..., why would I call Nirosh and tell how I can't believe that Tin Tin is gone & jus yesterday I was telling a friend abt him?
How much I wanted to call Noosh... but knowing that I suck big time in consoling. Is it wrong that I felt that she would be better off alone, respecting her words? Carrying the guiltiness, I read thru her words.. her words of utmost grief, and a truth slapped right across my face, a truth I've always known, only that words couldn express....... that I know that I'm not the best friend... I will never be the one that she and I claim ourselves to be.
How I feel lik a dagger ripping my heart off.. more than wat I could've felt for being called the 'foolish slut'!!! I can never explain my dear friend.....
We all know that thoughts and feelings better shows off the true love..... don't we also know that its the most challenging thing to do? Nobody can ever show the love which we would like it the way to receive. That does not in a speck of time mean that you're a bad friend Noosh. Its a harsh fact that we are of the highest order of living animal kingdom.... 'HUMAN'. Human heart and mind that cries out for more love!!!
How could I explain that I knew jus exactly how she felt and how she would have expected a word from a friend and how I knew that talkin to her was the best thing that I could have done for her at the right moment?
Everything known and felt, how lame a reason can I give that I dint do anything I said?
Should I say that I was celebrating a niece's Birthday, sumptuously enjoing the truffle cake?
Should I say that I was deepy exoticized by that 'Sunday mornin' sleep?
Should I say that I was beautifying myself as someone cut my once long locks?
Should I say that I had no time for her amongst all this?
Don't I have time for the friend I've always considered special? Then why..... ?
Can I ask her to open and see my heart?
Would it show her what I felt?
Showin no pity, no signs of disturbance, in recent times, over a random person's death..., why would I call Nirosh and tell how I can't believe that Tin Tin is gone & jus yesterday I was telling a friend abt him?
How much I wanted to call Noosh... but knowing that I suck big time in consoling. Is it wrong that I felt that she would be better off alone, respecting her words? Carrying the guiltiness, I read thru her words.. her words of utmost grief, and a truth slapped right across my face, a truth I've always known, only that words couldn express....... that I know that I'm not the best friend... I will never be the one that she and I claim ourselves to be.
How I feel lik a dagger ripping my heart off.. more than wat I could've felt for being called the 'foolish slut'!!! I can never explain my dear friend.....
We all know that thoughts and feelings better shows off the true love..... don't we also know that its the most challenging thing to do? Nobody can ever show the love which we would like it the way to receive. That does not in a speck of time mean that you're a bad friend Noosh. Its a harsh fact that we are of the highest order of living animal kingdom.... 'HUMAN'. Human heart and mind that cries out for more love!!!
Monday, March 1, 2010
To be with you!
I came to you, waiting at the corner street…
To feel the beauty of love, within me beat.
But, you left me uncherished!
I came to you, lost amongst the city crowd…
To feel the complitude of me, in your loud.
But, you left me untouched!
I came to you, searching for the ear to listen…
To feel the comfort of silence, in you that glisten.
But, you left me unresolved!
I came to you, burdening unteared cries…
To feel the magic of life, in your eyes.
But, you left me unloved!
To feel the beauty of love, within me beat.
But, you left me uncherished!
I came to you, lost amongst the city crowd…
To feel the complitude of me, in your loud.
But, you left me untouched!
I came to you, searching for the ear to listen…
To feel the comfort of silence, in you that glisten.
But, you left me unresolved!
I came to you, burdening unteared cries…
To feel the magic of life, in your eyes.
But, you left me unloved!
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